January 2011
43 posts
Dances
I hate the influx of pictures on Facebook that come with each of the school dances. “Oh look at us, aren’t we cute?” There are these little dinner party things with a few couples taking turns taking pictures under bad lighting. The boys dress nicely but still look gross. The girls just look like whores with too much makeup. They get to the dance and take some more badly lit...
Symbolism
I apply it to my life too much.
I am such a hopeless spaz.
It's Stupid
So why does it affect me so much?
“Leash is a very, very strange word.”
I really don’t like it when you talk like this.
When I get sad, I shiver.
“He who angers you conquers you.”
Fuck you for making your problems mine.
(No Carlo, this isn’t directed at you)
"Prolly"
I used that word in abundance a few years back.
Now it sickens me.
“And when I see you
I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better
It...”
– A Lack of Color - DCFC
Something I Really Like:
Eavesdropping on classmates talking about past experiences with drugs or sex.
I’m not a creep, I swear. I’m just curious about what goes on in the lives of everyone else.
Breathing's Just A Rhythm
My Great-Uncle Bruce
He died a few days ago. My mother flew out to New Mexico for his funeral almost immediately.
I knew it was coming. On Christmas he seemed so distant and frail. It was hard to look at him, really.
These things move in threes, so what’s next?
Bring it on, life.
Swearing
You know those people who swear all the time thinking it’s funny or cool? That used to be me. I thought I was such a cool kid. Then I grew a bit.
It feels like people who swear so much do it because they have nothing better or more meaningful to say. All the swearing creates a very unpleasant and negative atmosphere. I don’t like it. I save my swearing for when I’m angry. Then I...
Every Time I Went Through A Tunnel
I held my breath and wished that we would be together forever.
